Well HELLO

It's been a very long time since I even attempted to keep up with this and, if anyone actually kept up with me, I'm sorry. We all know we've been going through this COVID-19 scare. I'm somewhere in the middle of believing a few conspiracy theories because I have too much time on my hands.

As a housekeeper at a local attraction site, I'm non-essential because it has been temporarily shut down. Even though there is plenty to keep me busy at home, I miss work terribly. I worked at a place with some great people. It's one of the few businesses I've worked for that actually care if you have a family to take care of by yourself. I also have worked for a local tobacco plant seasonally for a few years as a forklift operator. I thoroughly enjoy both of those jobs though they can both be very tiring.

My son is about to be 18. Hopefully he'll do well on his own. K is about to be 15 and I have to start planning her sweet 16. I hope to make it as enjoyable and memorable as possible considering I don't have much. And my youngest is doing pretty well. 

I guess I can finally say I feel at home. I haven't felt that way since my mom passed on. I still battle depression and my own mind but am getting better at that too. I have been feeling more gratitude for what I have and trying to focus less on the negatives.

Finally got child support paid off thanks to this stimulus. I should have gotten some of it according to what I read but I didn't. It's ok. I have to start working on my school loans from 12 years ago as much as I can and I might finally be out of debt. I hope to be out of debt before I die so I don't leave that for my kids to take care of.

I had so much in mind to say but am now drawing a blank. I will try to keep up with this but can't make promises, even being out of work I have plenty to keep busy. 

Peace and love to all.